__ Opps! it fell.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

9:03 PM

I am going to finish my SIP by end of this month! So happy!! I have been waiting for this day from my very first day at work. Birdpark really makes me sick man...I took many pictures with my colleagues, these are some of the photos which I like alot:

I cut my fringe! Erm..quite cute..like Ayumi..hahahaha!

I found the shades at birdpark. Do I look like Ayumi or panda? Hahaha..

I didn't talk to Gerren for 2 days liao cause he 'diao qi lai mai'. I hate men who does that. So ungentlement...And in fact, I felt less stressful. I didn't have to think what to talk to him everytime I saw him...
I know a guy who currently likes me now. Don't know its for real or not, cause he can't get the girl whom he previously like alot. So, I don't know whether I am his spare tyre or not. He is a nice and sweet guy. A guy who I know will treat me well. But....the problem is within me. I don't know what I want. Do I want a guy who treats me well or should I consider his future more? It seems like he is not quite serious with me also. He doesn't know me well. He doesn't know when I will be a devil whom he hates alot or a angel whom he will dote like hell. I just don't wish to get hurt again. Too much misery.....I really want to cry out loud! Nobody in this world will really appreciate Adelene. Who is she? Or does she really exists?
What I can say is sorry....

- opps! it fell.