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Sunday, June 18, 2006

12:42 AM


I feel helpless. I don't know what to do. Is this a punishment you are giving me? Or is it my karma? How am I able to convince you? Just like what I have said, it was lack of communication that made us into this state. I don't know how you feel or what you want; you don't know what I really meant. That sentence, 'its the end of us', stabbed a knife in my heart. It is bleeding now...and even though I am a first aider, I don't know how to treat that wound.

I know I have hurt you too. But I have already said sorry ok? I am sorry! SORRRRYY!!!!!! Please stop asking me questions like 'Am I really the one for you' or 'Am I really worth your love'? I have answered you hundreds, thousands and millions of times. Tell me, what do you expect me to answer? What kind of answers do you want?

How I wish you didn't ask me that question. And how I wish I didn't answer you that way. That particular question and answer have killed both of us. Now I can tell you, no reason alright? I like you for no reason ok?! NO REASON! Love no need a reason....Now I realised.

Can somebody pass me the key to your heart?

Can Robert Langdon break the code to your heart?

Can we start afresh?


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Saturday, June 17, 2006

12:54 PM


Magic Words Lyrics
Album : Exposed
Artist : Coco Lee

Verse 1
I want you to come to me when you're feeling down.
Knowing I can count on you during hard times.
We will find a way but it won't come easy.
When the yearning fades away, do we wanna stay?

Verse 2
Trying to be strong for you like you're strong for me.
Looking at you holding up so easily.
When I'm having doubts about what I'm feeling
And future worries are darkening my mind.
That's when you come around.

Chorus
And you just say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
You just touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...mmm yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words oh baby- and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

Verse 3
I know I can be a pain to you at times.
I just wanna find a way to compromise.
I gotta learn to deal with you going your way.
And though you can't be here with me sometimes.
I can't wait till you come around.

Chorus
And you will say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
You will touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...mmm yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words oh baby- and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

Bridge
You belong to me.
I belong to you.
And the feeling's true.
A sense of security.
I love you baby.
And I know you love me too.
When you say the words, the special words, the magic words...
When you say you love me.

Chorus
Say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
And you just touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...Oh yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away.
Then you just say the magic words oh babe- and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.


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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

12:25 AM


I am looking at the moon outside my window now. It is so bright and round...

The pictures below are baby biscuit. Do you dare to eat? (not real babies of course)

There is one china guy whom I knew at birdpark email me lately. He was a chinese acrobats performer and I was their PR then. When he went back to China, he emailed me, telling me he misses me and he likes me very much......I told him that was very silly because he is one year younger than me...
Then he told me that he was going to Thailand to perform during November last year. I told him to take care and that's it. Nothing happen to us. I almost forgot about him because its been so long since the last email.
But that recent email really surprise me. He told me he just came back from Thailand and asked me how am I? Hahaha...he actually did remember this old friend in Singapore...
I have always treat him as a boy. I find it hilarious even when he says he likes me. I never take it seriously. But what really touches my heart is:
1) the way he expressed his feelings to me. It was so strong and determine.
2) in every single email he sent, he will never forget to say
- Take good care of your health
- Don't be too tired
- Take more rest
- Be happy always
- Sleep early always
- Wish you success in your work
- Don't be too stubbon
3) he said he wanted to buy a computer just to chat with me online, he even want to learn how to use MSN...
4) he printed my photos and paste it on his wall(quite funny actually)
The above points may seems stupid and lame to some of you. Even myself, laugh it out loud when I saw his email. It is so childish yet so genuine...Sometimes small little gestures can really break the ice inside me. No matter what he says is real or not, I choose to believe it. Because he has no reason to lie......
Wanted to share some jokes with you but it will seems very cold because you no longer say: LOL
How can I ever turn back time?
No way........................


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Sunday, June 11, 2006

3:45 PM


Saw this at Yahoo Auction....Very nice especially the lamb bracelet...It is so sweet....like me... Wahahaa....




I was reading my Psychology textbook just now and caught something very interesting. Decided to share it here....

Illuminating the Structure of the Eye

Do you guys know where is your blind spot? What is a blind spot? Take the test below.


To find your blind spot, close your right eye and look at the haunted house with your left eye. You will see the ghost on the periphery of your vision. Now, while staring at the house, move the page toward you (in this case, you move closer to the screen la....). When the picture is about a foot from your eye, the ghost will disappear. At this moment, the image of the ghost is falling on your blind spot.

But also notice how, when the picture is at that distance, not only does the ghost seem to disappear, but the line seems to run continuously through the area where the ghost used to be. This shows how we automatically compensate for missing information by using nearby material to complete what is unseen. That's the reason you never notice the blind spot. What is missing is replaced by what is seen next to the blind spot.

The full reason involve the optic nerve, ganglion cell, bipolar cell and receptor cells. (Ramachandran, 1995) Quite confusing....

The second one is very interesting...Hahaha

The Function and Meaning of Dreaming

Do dreams represent unconscious wish fulfillment?

Sigmund Freud viewed dreams as a guide to the unconscious (Freud, 1990). In his unconscious wish fulfillment theory, he proposed that dreams represent unconscious wishes that dreamers desire to see fulfilled. However, because these wishes are threatening to the dreamer's conscious awareness, the actual wishes ---- called the latent content of dreams --- are disguised. The true subject and the meaning of a dream, then, may have little to do with its overt story line, which Freud called the manifest content of dreams.

He also suggested that certain common symbols with universal meanings appear in dreams.

Symbol (Manifest Content of dream) --> Interpretation (Latent Content)

Climbing up a stairway, crossing a bridge, riding an elevator, flying in an airplane, walking down a long hallway, entering a room, train travelling through a tunnel --> Sexual intercourse
Apples, peaches, grapefruits --> Breasts
Bullets, fire, snakes, sticks, umbrellas, guns, hoses, knives --> Male sex organs
Ovens, boxes, tunnels, closets, caves, bottles, ships --> Female sex organs

Interesting? Well, it is up to you whether you want to believe anot because many psychologists reject Freud's view.
Next, solve this:

Try to draw four straight lines so that they pass through all nine dots in the grid above --- without lifting your pencil from the grid.



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Saturday, June 10, 2006

10:13 PM


Just now got into an arguement with my brother. Can anyone tell me is chinese dragon related to Buddhism? I don't know what to explain to 'that Christian' in my house.
It all started with a stupid topic about life under the sea. We were talking about could there be living things deep under the sea (we meant really deep...). Then I started saying maybe there could be legend animals like mermaids, dragons or unicorn down there........
Here comes the arguement...He was saying if the dragon is a legend animal(that means nobody will know whether it is real anot), then Buddhism will not be real.

Dragon = Buddhism
Dragon = not real
Therefore, Buddhism = not real

He actually relates dragon with Buddhism!

Somemore he tried to scare me by saying my room got ghost! He said that day when he was praying, he felt something behind his back and his back was facing my room.
Brother: If you don't believe, tonight wait until 2.30am!
Me: You are a Christian, you cannot scare me like that.
Brother: Who say Pastor cannot scare people?
Me: How can a Pastor scare people?!!
Brother: Ok lor. You go and complain lor!

What the hell is that huh? Can someone please explain to 'that Christian' in my house?

Haiz....sometimes i think that my health is getting weaker.....A little arguement can cause an asthma attack.....really.......haiz.....................


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5:38 PM


Just read a story from my friend's blog. Decided to post it here too. Here goes the meaningful story...

Sometimes we are blind to see the goodness of our spouses and deaf tohear their kind words for us. My husband is an engineer by profession; I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I was getting tired of it. The reasons of my loving him before, had now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability to bring romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted adivorce. "Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are not reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seemed to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can't even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him?And finally he asked me: "What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess I had started losing faith in him.

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind. Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?" He said "I will give you your answer tomorrow...."

My hopes just sankby listening to his response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paperwith his sketchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the diningtable near the front door, that said, "My dear, I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further..." This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading. "When you use the computer you always mess up the software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way. You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories tocure your boredom. You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face. Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do. I could not pick that flower yet, and die.

"My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting as I continued reading. "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk" I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread! Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone! That's life and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form. Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands.

And that is our life.

Love, not words, win arguments.


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Thursday, June 08, 2006

4:50 PM


Yesterday was my Graduation day. I was very nervous when going up to the stage. My hands was so cold!! It was very very fun. We had our graduation ceremony with the Hospitality graduates and Business graduates. They gave out the certificate to the Business graduates first, followed by Hospitality then Tourism. But, the way the Business students dress was very different from us (Hospi & tourism). How should I say? Not professional enough? Hehehe hao lian......
Some of the girls wore shirt and pants but without tucking in the shirt. Got one of them wore short skirt(above knee length)! Like going to clubbing....The guys, shirt, pants and tie but without jacket. Some even don't have a tie.
Although we all came from Business school but we are all trained differently (apart from what we study of course). I remembered my friend once told me that not all business students wear formal everytime. Some even wear it during their 3rd year only. Even their formal presentation, the most they will wear is shirt plus pants or skirt only.
But we, as Tourism or Hospitality students, we were wearing formal for every presentation since we were Year 1! And our formal wear was really damn formal....Not only shirt & pants, and also jacket/blazer and tie for guys. These are always a must in every presentation lor....I always thought that every business student will be the same like us. I only came to know this during my final year....how stupid.....
My course only got 70 plus students unlike others who got 100 over. Why? Because we were selected through interviews only. Lecturers always call us the elites, the best of the best BUT they are always the noisiest batch of students....Hahaha....we love to talk and talk during lectures until the lecturers vomit blood....Hahahaha we are hospitable ma.....
Anyway, I am proud to be a Tourism Management graduate from Temasek Polytechinc.


My certificate
Pamela & me


Ms Grace Chia & me


Ms Ivy Tan & me

My Parents


Me, KaiLing, WeeLing & Huiting


Mr Dominic Fung!!!

Nelson & me


JiaHui & me
Today is the fourth day already. Wonder if you have thought of me during these days.......Since you say you don't like me already, there is nothing I can do. Because I have learnt a lesson from Yang. That time, he also said he don't like me anymore. And I was begging him to come back to me. BUT he said he hated me for that....he dislike me.....he asked me to let him go..........
I don't want you to hate me....If this is your decision, I will respect it.


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Thursday, June 01, 2006

3:49 PM


My dream house and my room... People says that a picture says a thousand words. Can anyone explain this?


If I have a family, I would want to have 3 kids. My dream house will be like a cottage surrounded with lots of plants (trees and flowers). There must be some water (water=money) so I put a pond there. I want my children to have the responsibility to know how to take care of living things. Therefore, I have two pet dogs (one is too lonely).
I have 2 cars because such a big house with only 1 car is too pathetic, so I put another one (my husband must be rich...hahahaha). I want my children to study hard and play hard, that's why I have playground and bicycle for them. They must know how to cycle. Not like their mother (me). Hahaha...I do not have maids, so my children will have to do housework. No excuse, because even their father has to do a gardener work! Wahahaha...poor darling...
And me, I will be my children's beloved mother. Wearing red, sitting down there, taking care of their meals.......Scolding and shouting inside the house, just like a normal aunty....Wahahaha...
What a wonderful family.........

My dream room...But now I don't have such a big room, so this will be my daugther's room. From wallpaper to furniture to carpet, computers, all will be in pink!!! Hahaha...like mother, like daugther. She will have her own desk with computer and two book shelves (one is never enough, she is a genius). She will have the lastest flat screen TV with speakers, DVD player and one Playstation... Not bad ba....I didn't abuse her with only books hor....



My son's room. I don't know what boys like but I will try my best to give him everything he should has, not he MUST has...hehehe...Like all other boys, he will be sleeping when I ask him to study.....Wahahaha...opps!
http://www.elouai.com


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1:18 PM


Not feeling very good now....Just cried.....Don't ask me why.


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Temasek Poly, Tourism Management
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