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1:10 PM
Haiz...long time never write liao...nothing very happening happen till now...haha what am i talking?? Yesterday when to SIP briefing, very interested in going events company n work cos this is the reason i took this diploma. But it is a tedious job wif lots of stress and inflexible working time..The speaker even say we can even lose our gf n bf..after listen to this, i have a second thought.
How can i lose Yang? I know if i managed the time right, there should not be a problem but i hav no confidence. I have experienced Yang leaving me because i neglected him during i worked in Chan bros. I thought of leaving him before i went for SIP but that will not be fair to him. He asked me to try managing love n work together but i dare not try....i really have no confidence. I don't know what to choose...Career Vs Yang......
My father bought a k700i for my brother...just becos my bro is willing to find a job finally..What about me? i have studied n work for my whole life..n i didn't get something like tis...
The World is unfair.....Y must let two pathetic gals like me n ShuXian to suffer love pains? From secondary school till now, all we get are hurts, hurts n more hurts...All the happiness seems to have being covered by hurts n sorrows........
Love(50) + care n concern(20) + dreams(10) + happy moments(20)=100
Hurts(60) + betrayed(80) + fights n quarrels(30) + sad moments(30) =200
Therefore relationship is -100.....
All this we are willing to bear...just because we love our boyfriends too much.................
- opps! it fell.