Recently, I have tons of work to do. I have three projects to rush, two tests to take and relationship problems. My mind can't really work already...I m just forcing myself to go on.. On 15th of Feb, Yang suggested we should break up...again. But he said he will give himself a chance until we meet up. Eventually, we didn't break up. Quite disappointed of myself this time...Love him too much, care too much and worry too much. All these cause me to be very sensitive, always pick up fights and make Yang angry. I didn't meant to fight with him, is just that I m a very hot tempered person. I know it very well...From young my temper always cause the people around me very upset. I have always wanted to change but i dunno where to start. I always have this perception of ' it takes two hands to clap'. If Yang didn't say or do something wrong, how will I be angry? But Yang taught me a way. He said everytime i get angry, I can choose to shout or talk nicely. If I shout, we could end up quarreling and the problem is not solve. But if I talk nicely, we can solve the problem and maybe we can understand more about each other. But who dunno how to think this way? It's me. Or maybe I m really that dumb. I hope that I can take this advice and kick my habit. I want to be a ' non-tempered' person(is there such a word?). =)
- opps! it fell.
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Adelene Yin
White
16th July 1985
Single
Temasek Poly, Tourism Management
SATS Trainee Customer Service Officer
